Levitikuz
Well-Known Member
I was just wondering if anyone else feels a complete disconnect emotionally/intellectually not only socially, but with their immediate family members as well.
I feel as though they only reign judgment upon me and expect me to act in accordance to their understanding. The social confusion (lack of empathy/understanding) I have in public situations is very similar to the lack of empathy I have with my parents/brother as well. I'm always being asked, "what's wrong?" constantly, or, being criticized over my passion/obsession I have towards my interests. I feel as though I can only connect with someone on an intellectual level, something that will stimulate the mind to work, and when I try to discuss topics that do this for me with them, my mom and step-father will actually laugh at me and yell things like, "you're so crazy, why don't you try getting out of the house for once?"
I just feel 100% alone and vulnerable since my own family even attacks who I am, it's ****ing ridiculous if you ask me. Just looking for anyone's viewpoint, along with any strength/hope you may be able to share through your personal experiences.
I feel as though they only reign judgment upon me and expect me to act in accordance to their understanding. The social confusion (lack of empathy/understanding) I have in public situations is very similar to the lack of empathy I have with my parents/brother as well. I'm always being asked, "what's wrong?" constantly, or, being criticized over my passion/obsession I have towards my interests. I feel as though I can only connect with someone on an intellectual level, something that will stimulate the mind to work, and when I try to discuss topics that do this for me with them, my mom and step-father will actually laugh at me and yell things like, "you're so crazy, why don't you try getting out of the house for once?"
I just feel 100% alone and vulnerable since my own family even attacks who I am, it's ****ing ridiculous if you ask me. Just looking for anyone's viewpoint, along with any strength/hope you may be able to share through your personal experiences.