If you leave, chances are you will be forced to come back because you lack resources at this time. Build up resources and get a plan. Try to talk to your family.
There are many people with autism on the streets and it can go from bad to worse out there with the sensory issues, etc.....you do not want that.
Remember, we have a tendency to use NO LOGIC for things we desire and hope for but use ALL KINDS OF LOGIC for things we don't want. (Thucydides, SIC). You want to think this will work, but 99% chance it will blow up in your face!!
I hope you are in a calmer place. We may not know you personally, but a lot of people here would be sad if you came to harm out in the street and your family would be devastated.
There are many people with autism on the streets and it can go from bad to worse out there with the sensory issues, etc.....you do not want that.
Remember, we have a tendency to use NO LOGIC for things we desire and hope for but use ALL KINDS OF LOGIC for things we don't want. (Thucydides, SIC). You want to think this will work, but 99% chance it will blow up in your face!!
I hope you are in a calmer place. We may not know you personally, but a lot of people here would be sad if you came to harm out in the street and your family would be devastated.