Datura
Well-Known Member
I actually have some pretty "zesty" friends, and seem to attract excessive talkers because I talk very little and will listen to them talk. Still, they do get on my nerves sometimes and I should really ask for more space instead of secretly resenting them.
As far as socializing is concerned; I find that I really need and crave it, but also have a lot of anxiety around the issue. If I do not Meet with other people I tend to become extremely introspective and self critical, leading into existential anxiety of literally cosmic proportions.
On the other hand; people can be very exhausting, and I have trouble in large groups. I often feel left out and wonder if I'm saying the right thing or inadvertently offending someone. I also usually find the topics of conversation uninteresting. I am fine with the sensory aspect though (one reason I am probably not an aspie) save that it can sometimes make it impossible for me to focus and I completely lose track of your what is going on.
I often find myself facing anxiety in anticipation of meeting people and going to parties. This prompts me to withdraw into my own little world and sometimes cancel. I hate to cancel though because it is very rude and one of my main frustrations when it comes to trying to meet with mu friends. It just seems like too much effort sometimes.
As far as socializing is concerned; I find that I really need and crave it, but also have a lot of anxiety around the issue. If I do not Meet with other people I tend to become extremely introspective and self critical, leading into existential anxiety of literally cosmic proportions.
On the other hand; people can be very exhausting, and I have trouble in large groups. I often feel left out and wonder if I'm saying the right thing or inadvertently offending someone. I also usually find the topics of conversation uninteresting. I am fine with the sensory aspect though (one reason I am probably not an aspie) save that it can sometimes make it impossible for me to focus and I completely lose track of your what is going on.
I often find myself facing anxiety in anticipation of meeting people and going to parties. This prompts me to withdraw into my own little world and sometimes cancel. I hate to cancel though because it is very rude and one of my main frustrations when it comes to trying to meet with mu friends. It just seems like too much effort sometimes.