Has anyone got the feeling that you are in your shell while trying to socialize, then peek out just a wee bit... GET SCARED!!... then zip back into your shell? I find that I am extremely hypersensitive to many things while socializing-- loud sounds, strong scents, a perceived snub, any intense facial expressions. BAM! Back in my shell, all frustrated and lonely again. Trapped behind a wall, wanting so very much to connect.
I feel frustrated with myself, with my own sensitivity. It is hard when all I want to do is connect, be kind. It feels like my kindness stays in my shell with me. How annoying for others, too, in that I must be handled softly in order for me to remain engaged. I don't mean to be this way. Anyone else feel so? Do you select very gentle, soft-natured friends? Limit your exposure to excitable, zesty folks? Has anything helped your sensitivity? Thoughts?
I feel frustrated with myself, with my own sensitivity. It is hard when all I want to do is connect, be kind. It feels like my kindness stays in my shell with me. How annoying for others, too, in that I must be handled softly in order for me to remain engaged. I don't mean to be this way. Anyone else feel so? Do you select very gentle, soft-natured friends? Limit your exposure to excitable, zesty folks? Has anything helped your sensitivity? Thoughts?