Confused_NT_girl
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In the weeks leading to my (ASD) ex breaking up with me (when he was traveling and working there remotely), we were both very stressed out with work. I would call him to talk/get advice about some challenges at work (we're in the same domain) -- the intention was mostly to chat. Just talking to him makes me feel so much better when stressed out but somehow work comes up and he turns into his solution-oriented self, and starts digging for info. The second time I called with this kind of discussion (just to chat but work came up again, and he started asking questions about it again to problem solve), he got frustrated and said I need to figure out my work situation because it's adding to his stress, and that I had been complaining about work a lot the past year.... which is absolutely not true. There may have been times when I talked about it to ask for advice (and yes, some complains), but I wasn't always talking like that or complaining about work the past year. I even got a promotion late last year and shortly after accepted a very good offer from my current company and those were positive news. We're both in the info sec domain so we do talk a lot about that topic which is work related, or project management stuff, but it's not always me complaining.
The other thing that he said when breaking up with me was that the last month before he traveled felt more like we were "friends".. which was confusing to me. In fact, it felt to me like we were getting much closer at that time -- we were spending much more time together, he would ask me for opinion on bed sheets because I slept at his place a lot, we were even talking about going on an international trip and working there remotely, he would initiate hugs (which was a big deal as he's not affectionate), according to him he considered us "cohabitating" since I slept there a lot.. etc. So it wasn't really "friendly". Also, during that breakup discussion, I mentioned things that happened in the past that he doesn't remember.
Does this have anything to do with him being stressed out/overwhelmed? That he was mostly remembering negative things or that it seemed like we were just "friends" leading up to the breakup? Thinking about it more now, he does list a lot of things down, and sets a lot of reminders/alarms because he forgets but I don't know if these are necessarily related.
I'm just really sad because when we had the breakup discussion, I was telling him about positive things that happened in the past to redirect his thought process (because his recollection of events is not accurate) and he just didn't want to hear it. Unfortunately, I kept pushing to discuss the issue which seemed to have pushed him away further. Now he's just firm about us being friends, which my last post was about.
The other thing that he said when breaking up with me was that the last month before he traveled felt more like we were "friends".. which was confusing to me. In fact, it felt to me like we were getting much closer at that time -- we were spending much more time together, he would ask me for opinion on bed sheets because I slept at his place a lot, we were even talking about going on an international trip and working there remotely, he would initiate hugs (which was a big deal as he's not affectionate), according to him he considered us "cohabitating" since I slept there a lot.. etc. So it wasn't really "friendly". Also, during that breakup discussion, I mentioned things that happened in the past that he doesn't remember.
Does this have anything to do with him being stressed out/overwhelmed? That he was mostly remembering negative things or that it seemed like we were just "friends" leading up to the breakup? Thinking about it more now, he does list a lot of things down, and sets a lot of reminders/alarms because he forgets but I don't know if these are necessarily related.
I'm just really sad because when we had the breakup discussion, I was telling him about positive things that happened in the past to redirect his thought process (because his recollection of events is not accurate) and he just didn't want to hear it. Unfortunately, I kept pushing to discuss the issue which seemed to have pushed him away further. Now he's just firm about us being friends, which my last post was about.