So, doordoctor has inspired me to post this thread.
If I need to write neat, I need a ball point pen but has to be in blue and have to take my time writing, for it to resemble at least, an adult's "hand". I cannot even get away with "doctor's" handwriting. Also really hate writing in front of people.
Clumsy? Wow if there is a bag or case standing in the middle of an isle, I can guarantee I shall trip over or if someone is standing with one foot out, I will end up tripping over their foot and feel utterly demoralized, but am vaguely aware of said person seeming apologetic but so ashamed am I that, I ignore or abruptly push their "sorry" and do the best I can to ignore how stupid I feel!
This is from a woman who has small hands and small feet lol
Fascinating. Yet another piece of the puzzle. "We" continue to surprise me as further pieces of the puzzle suddenly come into focus, and resolve.
I have always enjoyed transliterating my thoughts into a descriptive, written account of my perceptions.
Unfortunately, I am very slow, in cursive, or block lettering, and the result is that the physical aesthetics of my writing resembles that of an extremely talented 6-7-8 yr. old.
I also find myself reading and re-reading what I have written in order to ensure that I am conveying my exact meaning, sentiment, and "feeling". Not, however, for my spelling. I have long been able to dissect previously unencountered spoken words, and usually, spell them flawlessly, the first time.(As I get older, this becomes ever rarer an event, except with newly-coined technological or "urban dictionary" terms, to which I couldn't have been previously exposed.) My
vocabulary, which has fallen into
extreme disrepair, from
extreme disuse, is still quite adequate and descriptive enough for anything(to my thinking), short of publication
I frequently find myself editing even works in progress.
I learned to type(three years of typing classes, in H.S.), made 180-220ish wpm, and eventually became disgruntled with the "cramped" nature of a standard "qwerty" keyboard. Even now, I am "pecking" this out, three or four fingers.
I am approaching 40 min of "typing" in this post, right now.
Usually when I write something 4-5-6pages long, I simply write the final draft, first, instead of all the other "mucking around". It's very time-consuming, but much more comfortable, to me. I also find that I can edit for continuity and accuracy of the respective subjective, or objective, experience, that I wish to convey.
Interestingly, I exhibit no physical clumsiness whatsoever: At a very young age, I began honing my accuracy in
everything that I did, physically, mentally, otherwise, or all of the above, as it was possible to continually improve what I instinctively knew to be "life-skills".
Didn't care much for most organised sports, and found myself gravitate toward "hacky-sack", or, kicking a foot-bag to keep it aloft. I became rather "intuitively" talented at this, almost as a martial art, extremely... "acrobatic" and energetic. I later began Quang Ping Yang Tai Chi, and became rather proficient in it , as well.
My accuracy, in all things physical, tends to be very fine-tuned, even and especially in things that I have never tried. Considering that I have(had?) monocular vision, which mostly ruins the ability for depth-perception, I am astounded, tickled, and relieved to be so athletic, with rather excellent reflexes, and accuracy.
I'm not sure if I was clumsy prior to that, as I began practicing for it rather young, 4-5 yrs old.
I'm an hour deep, now, and so, going to sign off.
Does this sound familiar to anyone?