What's the difference between having a crush who you aren't obsessed with and being obsessed with your crush? Doesn't having a crush automatically make you somewhat obsessed?
I think about my crush a lot. Her smile makes me happy even when I'm down. I think she is such an amazing, beautiful young lady. I have about 300 photos of her on my iPod and iPad and I have over 10 posters of her which I printed and hung in my bedroom. According to my sister who hasn't been diagnosed with autism, it's creepy. She thinks I have an obsession with my crush which needs to stop. I don't think that's true because I think I should just enjoy my crush while I have it, if ever the obsession stops it will happen naturally, she makes me happy and enhances my life and I don't think having an obsession is a bad thing. Life isn't the same without an obsession and if I don't have an obsession, I'm probably missing part of the enjoyment that comes with life. I don't see how people think life is satisfying and happy enough without having an obsession which they think about a lot, makes them so happy and can relate to in situations.
I know that it is highly unlikely I'll have a romantic relationship with my crush. She's about ten years older than me but she looks so cute and young and she's a bit shorter than me. I feel that she is innocent but I also look up to her. I don't really want a romantic relationship with her but I would love a friendship with her. I kind of have started a friendship with her but she isn't in my class in 2014, so I can only do small talk with her at the most. I can be closer to her in 2015 though.
I think my sister is nosy and judgemental which I find annoying and want to stop. She looks at my iPad and personal stuff even when I request she doesn't and then she makes judgements and negative statements on things that I don't even want her to look at. I don't want her in my photos. She always asks annoying questions, particularly "why". She seems to find my crush annoying, but it's her who isn't minding her own business. I don't talk about her unless she comes up with it. I wish she could get her own life and let me enjoy my crush and things that I want and like. I wish she would keep things to herself.
So do you think that my feelings for my crush and photos/posters are acceptable for an autistic? I think my feelings for my crush are sweet and great. I also have a diary about my crush which my sister doesn't know about.
I think about my crush a lot. Her smile makes me happy even when I'm down. I think she is such an amazing, beautiful young lady. I have about 300 photos of her on my iPod and iPad and I have over 10 posters of her which I printed and hung in my bedroom. According to my sister who hasn't been diagnosed with autism, it's creepy. She thinks I have an obsession with my crush which needs to stop. I don't think that's true because I think I should just enjoy my crush while I have it, if ever the obsession stops it will happen naturally, she makes me happy and enhances my life and I don't think having an obsession is a bad thing. Life isn't the same without an obsession and if I don't have an obsession, I'm probably missing part of the enjoyment that comes with life. I don't see how people think life is satisfying and happy enough without having an obsession which they think about a lot, makes them so happy and can relate to in situations.
I know that it is highly unlikely I'll have a romantic relationship with my crush. She's about ten years older than me but she looks so cute and young and she's a bit shorter than me. I feel that she is innocent but I also look up to her. I don't really want a romantic relationship with her but I would love a friendship with her. I kind of have started a friendship with her but she isn't in my class in 2014, so I can only do small talk with her at the most. I can be closer to her in 2015 though.
I think my sister is nosy and judgemental which I find annoying and want to stop. She looks at my iPad and personal stuff even when I request she doesn't and then she makes judgements and negative statements on things that I don't even want her to look at. I don't want her in my photos. She always asks annoying questions, particularly "why". She seems to find my crush annoying, but it's her who isn't minding her own business. I don't talk about her unless she comes up with it. I wish she could get her own life and let me enjoy my crush and things that I want and like. I wish she would keep things to herself.
So do you think that my feelings for my crush and photos/posters are acceptable for an autistic? I think my feelings for my crush are sweet and great. I also have a diary about my crush which my sister doesn't know about.