selfhatetoselflove
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Hi! I didn't know where to seek support and help, so here I am. I am away from my therapists I've had, and I don't know where to find such help again. I have ED-NOS, anxiety, depression upon Asperger. Though I like being an autistic because it makes me think differently from everyone else, I wish I was free from ED, anxiety or depression. I am most of the time, but not always, withdrawn from social interaction with other people, and even if I could meet others, it gives me so much fatigue after that. Any recommendation for self-help books for any of my mental disorders? Because I eat too much or too little, though I never was a very fat girl, I am always a bit chubby or too thin. I don't know what to do, and sometimes think I should be institutionalized because it's easier for me, maybe. I am 22 and have Master's in Counseling Psych, but not a licensed counselor because I couldn't see myself as one while I suffer too much myself and cannot very much tolerate social interaction even at work. I am applying to PhD this year, and it's giving me so much stress. Please give me any advice you have!