Found this on a site called Aspergers Experts. This site contains much useful information for those who are on the Spectrum along with their caregivers.
The Freeze Loop: Why people with Asperger’s seem stuck & scared (and what to do about it) — Asperger Experts
Not getting into the legalities of the Aspergers Experts site... I liked the way the guy explained it. For me that is often exactly how I feel (even the shaking part). I shake horribly sometimes and it freaks me out, and to hear him say that gives me comfort, that it is part of who I am.
I get it, they want to make some money... That seems to offset some people. But maybe the real question is simple.
Does it work? Has anyone immersed themselves in this, or is it just speculation? I'm a digger, so even if it helps a little, they have the right to try and make a living. I kind of have this thing where people are against people who try and make money, but thats just me. Please don't take offense...
If its a scam then its a scam and needs to be taken out, but often people just see a fee and instantly call it a scam and that bugs me a little. I have come to learn nothing in life is free, not even information... So I am one of the ignorant ones who will try things and sometimes I wish I hadn't, but sometimes I come out of it with some little piece of something that was worth knowing. Maybe I am just naive, but I just try and glean any bits and pieces of good from things and use them. If they work cool, if not at least I tried.
It's not like the guy is promising a cure for Aspergers... Hell I pay a counselor 200 dollars an hour and don't see much reason for it, but over time it has helped a lot... So was it worth it? I don't know what amount is the limit for trying to bring out the real me. Some people will say no it wasn't. I have to say yes it is because I learn more and more about who I am and how to maneuver my thoughts to match my actions... If there was zero progress then yes, it would be a waste...
My biggest issue is getting stuck... I try very hard to let stuff go, and I try mindfulness, because I do get stuck and its horribly frustrating... very frustrating to the point I get stuck on being frustrated and then I get pissed at myself and it often turns into a self hatred thing and I know that isnt good, or good for me. The mindfulness thing... I guess I need some help on. I cant shut my brain off long enough to get into it, but I keep trying.
So I will look for, and appreciate whatever I can find that helps me snap out of a funk. I hope the guy isn't faking, he seems genuine in what he is saying and I'm cool with it either way I guess. We are just people trying to make it in a physical existence and some of us (me) have a tough time with it.
I'm just one of those guys that is thankfully open minded, probably too gullible at times... but that gives me an inner hope that I can always change little by little.
Compared to what I was 10 years ago... I'm not even the same person. I had people threatening to force me into rehab or assisted living because my social skills were to the point of zero. I had shut down so bad I just quit communicating all together... I was so depressed I had no want to live... So maybe I just look at things from a very different lens.
I still have to watch out for going past a shut down into really shutting down. Its just in me to not want to be social with anyone (no matter who they are)... Thats not who I want to be, its just my only way of defending myself from this massive input of stuff I don't know what to do with.
I know I don't fit in. I know I can be one weird ass SOB and not ever mean to be like that. Sadly that usually happens when I am trying my very best to bust out of that loop this guy was discussing, and then I throw myself right back into it. Then I am worse off, because I am angry with myself for being such a weird ass who has such wrong timing and never knows the right things to say. So I just don't say anything and stand there looking stupid mostly. It sucks and I sometimes hate myself over it.
So I have to use anything I can to try and not just shut the whole world out... Thanks for the information I think its reasonable to always try and improve ourselves and sometimes there maybe a cost involved. : )