Nacho
Well-Known Member
People are like this, they like gossip. You shouldn't worry about their lives, if they want to get 'anyone they want', then let them. It's their way of life. If you are at peace by being alone, then I don't see the problem.Just when I think things can't get any worse. They continue to do so. I overheard a so-called family member telling another that they think I'm ugly. Yes, they were talking about my beard that I've been growing out and said it was ugly. I mean, really? Excuse me for being a ****ing human being and having feelings no wonder my self-esteem is in the ****ing toilet and I just want to hurt myself all the time. I'm no good I have no job no prospects am gay and everyone hates me because of that oh they'll be nice to your face but when your back's turned people's real feelings come out and no I did not misunderstand them I heard them say it like 4 times that they think my beard is ugly and that "they can get anyone they want" unlike me. I just want to to die I hate myself.
Also, many NTs like to gossip, just ignore them when they do so, they don't have the right to treat you wrongfully. What I would do is tell them to be a little more discrete when talking about me, and not talk to them if they don't talk to me. In the end, your life in this universe is limited and YOU have to enjoy it, not them.