As a result of bad posture and using computer until 4:00 AM, I deformed my spine over the years. I feel pressure in the spine when I stand, my neck is sometimes tense and pressured and I have back pain once or twice in a weekend.
I now realize that there is no greater treasure than physical health. To me being physically healthy is one of my highest valued life priorities.
Even psychological torture during high school doesn't compare to the psychological pain from kyphosis. The realization that I have to deal with kyphosis for the rest of my life and that it will get worse when I older is makes me dysphoric and suicidal. It affects my mental health more than anything else.
The reason for making this thread is not because I seek pity or help.
I just want to tell things from my perspective and share a moral message that people should not take their health for granted and that healthy people should be more grateful.
I now realize that there is no greater treasure than physical health. To me being physically healthy is one of my highest valued life priorities.
Even psychological torture during high school doesn't compare to the psychological pain from kyphosis. The realization that I have to deal with kyphosis for the rest of my life and that it will get worse when I older is makes me dysphoric and suicidal. It affects my mental health more than anything else.
The reason for making this thread is not because I seek pity or help.
I just want to tell things from my perspective and share a moral message that people should not take their health for granted and that healthy people should be more grateful.
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