Voltaic
Plaidhiker@youtube
As much as I don't like to accept, I am going to have to live with myself a little while longer. I am to myself an inescapable bad room mate.
My room mate doesn't like me all that much. Always going on about how I could be better, yet failing to improve himself. Bringing up my past misdeeds with a screwed perspective, failing to learn and distinguishing good from bad. Hurting me in punishment for not doing better, knowing it wont help anything.
He hopes one day, things will get bad enough where we break apart, never having to put up with each other ever again.
We have been through some rough times, chances are we will be together for quite a while.
We know hating each other will get us nowhere, but the thought of having to coexist prevents us from getting anywhere. It will have to happen. We are going to have to learn to get along
How does one with reason to hate with fury accept another? How would one build a relationship while the other tears it down? how can someone do all this with no hope?
How can I accept myself?
For the who I am to others, to my mother, to my family and friends. For what I have done, failures and success. For who I was, who I am, who I will be.
This seems like a monumental task. So much so I question its possibility and even validity, as if I could but not worth it.
It is time to make a choice.
My room mate doesn't like me all that much. Always going on about how I could be better, yet failing to improve himself. Bringing up my past misdeeds with a screwed perspective, failing to learn and distinguishing good from bad. Hurting me in punishment for not doing better, knowing it wont help anything.
He hopes one day, things will get bad enough where we break apart, never having to put up with each other ever again.
We have been through some rough times, chances are we will be together for quite a while.
We know hating each other will get us nowhere, but the thought of having to coexist prevents us from getting anywhere. It will have to happen. We are going to have to learn to get along
How does one with reason to hate with fury accept another? How would one build a relationship while the other tears it down? how can someone do all this with no hope?
How can I accept myself?
For the who I am to others, to my mother, to my family and friends. For what I have done, failures and success. For who I was, who I am, who I will be.
This seems like a monumental task. So much so I question its possibility and even validity, as if I could but not worth it.
It is time to make a choice.