Why is it that I can be sick with nerves, to the extent that I am shaking and can barely breath and the, when I am up on a platform, helping out with a demonstration, or doing a talk, I look calm and relaxed and just totally at ease? And yet, I know of another who does not react half as bad as I do with nerves, but when she is doing the same thing, you can see how uncomfortable she feels and she stutters and goes bright red?
I honestly do not get this at all. Is it because I go into surreal mode? Is it because suddenly I am acting a role and thus, putting on a mask?
Basically how she is out loud ( so to speak) is how I am in side.
When I hear my name and walk up to the platform, I feel that I am seeing myself walk and when I step down, feel that my legs are made of rubber!
Everyone says that I look a natural when on the platform. To be honest, rather frustrating because it means I am just laughed. Oh we all get nervous!!!!
I honestly do not get this at all. Is it because I go into surreal mode? Is it because suddenly I am acting a role and thus, putting on a mask?
Basically how she is out loud ( so to speak) is how I am in side.
When I hear my name and walk up to the platform, I feel that I am seeing myself walk and when I step down, feel that my legs are made of rubber!
Everyone says that I look a natural when on the platform. To be honest, rather frustrating because it means I am just laughed. Oh we all get nervous!!!!