Amy Susan Rose
Mitakuye Oyasin
Hardly a kid but new to this site. Hoping to gain insight and knowledge regarding the hand dealt to me at birth. I was diagnosed at 40 (finally) and misdiagnosed prior to that too many times to want to remember! However in the seventies I do remember a therapist asking me if anyone ever told me I was autistic. This was before Asperger was a familiar term in the land of psychiatry. I had never heard of the word and thought he meant artistic! I grew up the silent; the odd one, the one who kept to herself. I now understand the main reason I kept to myself was that my perception of the world was a bit off kilter compared to the NT's that surrounded me at home and at school. Nobody understood that at the time and it made for rough times growing up as I'm sure many of you can relate to. At the present I am very much at peace with myself and despite the turbulent youth and adolescence I endured I wouldn't want to be any other way. I accept myself, love myself, and think I'm pretty darn special....."I see beauty in Aspergers. I am not interested in preventing it or curing it. Aspergers is AWE-TISM!"