hey everyone I really feel like I messed up big time I just Facebooked my friend from my old high school I guess I was really desperate this doesn't sound right but I was hurt as I menciend when my friend moved away and I felt friendless and so alone because we again lived in the same building I feel so embarrassed sometimes to show everyone I see who may be nt the real me usually I’m fine but tonight I felt so amazing strange I ended up thinking I could be cool with never ever explaining to my friend my story.
then I posted on fb that I missed my school and everyone in it and that I believe I scared everyone away even one of the teachers is tagged in the post and I know my close relatives and family friends will see it I also posted a picture of myself I wish everyone could understand my story and how I truly feel about everything but I feel so so embarrassed even posting to face book with my relatives on it and also messaging my friend and I kind of called him though messenger not realizing it was around 9 pm and realized it was probly too late to be calling him but I don’t know how long people typically stay up for and if I was in the wrong I want to see him again so badly but I feel like he is intimidating because I messaged him a lot before years ago maybe too much and as I said I wish I had done something because I feel like I weird him out because I don’t understand how to talk nt
I really wish a had not messaged him now I feel like wanted to vent to you because I am feeling not like I usually do even now when I post I want to be coherent And I want to make friends that are NT but surprisingly sometimes I just don't feel like I have anything to say at all in front of them I mean I'm 21 And I still like dolls color and I'm playing with games for kids on the computer normally I feel fine but sometimes I feel inferior I never even realized this feeling until I tried to post on Facebook that's all I have for now but I feel like adding more later
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then I posted on fb that I missed my school and everyone in it and that I believe I scared everyone away even one of the teachers is tagged in the post and I know my close relatives and family friends will see it I also posted a picture of myself I wish everyone could understand my story and how I truly feel about everything but I feel so so embarrassed even posting to face book with my relatives on it and also messaging my friend and I kind of called him though messenger not realizing it was around 9 pm and realized it was probly too late to be calling him but I don’t know how long people typically stay up for and if I was in the wrong I want to see him again so badly but I feel like he is intimidating because I messaged him a lot before years ago maybe too much and as I said I wish I had done something because I feel like I weird him out because I don’t understand how to talk nt
I really wish a had not messaged him now I feel like wanted to vent to you because I am feeling not like I usually do even now when I post I want to be coherent And I want to make friends that are NT but surprisingly sometimes I just don't feel like I have anything to say at all in front of them I mean I'm 21 And I still like dolls color and I'm playing with games for kids on the computer normally I feel fine but sometimes I feel inferior I never even realized this feeling until I tried to post on Facebook that's all I have for now but I feel like adding more later
should this be considered a sesative or serous topic in this form