I have complex ptsd from childhood emotional and narcissistic abuse, violence, neglect, SA and long term adult (actually from my teens) predatory narcissistic abuse. It really sucks sometimes.
Just the other day my Social Housing providers told me they are trying to evict me and my guy friend. He has the same sort of brain as me (ASD, ADHD "2e" and complex trauma and add to that a traumatic brain injury (a TBI) and trouble letting go of things, like old cars and other hoardy stuff.
They won't be able to evict us, I don't think, the Tribunal (that they have to take us to, to try to evict us) errs on the side of tenants, so we will be OK, I'm pretty sure. It's very hard to evict tenants that pay their bills and I'm in credit. However, the whole them trying to evict us thing is really triggery.
I've been waiting for the disability support I've been approved for, for 4 months now, and if I had of had that, I wouldn't be in this position. Now I'll have to talk to a bunch of different people to avoid being homeless. Aaaaahhhhh!
Our disability support system is in the process of overhaul and that one of the reasons why it's taking so long. Last year it only took 21 days on average, now, I don't know how long it will be, but, the tenancy (mean) lady manager did give us that one tip, about going in to their office (the NDIA ~National Disability Insurance Agency) instead of ringing every week and going in to the Local Area Coordinators office, which is being removed as middle people anyway, I think.
I have cleaner-dehoarder people that I have lined up but unless I get the insurance scheme that I waiting on ...anyway, I been waiting with no end date.
So, I had a delayed reaction to how horrible last Thursday was, when they came to our house to home invade, really, because they don't even pretend to inspect on the pretext of getting anything fixed, anymore, they just tell you you have to ring the repair hotline, they just ask a whole lot of invasive questions, about why this piece of furniture is placed here, and take photos of my missed cobwebs in the corner, and other humiliating things.
It was awful and my guy and I fought afterward because we were so shamed, triggered and demoralized.
Today I'm a hot mess. And that after very tired, exhausted days and trouble sleeping since the inspection. I'm in the hit-by-a-truck mode today.
The thing I get tired of is the "invisable" disability thing, that when it isn't invisable, you become utterly undesirable and people hate you and want nothing to do with you, they are disgusted at my gall at having an "invisable-that's-not-invisable disability. It's been happening all my life and it is tiresome and upsetting. Especially as I have tried SO HARD to be a good human and I do a decent job, but I am a disabled person. My tenancy manager and her sidekick hurt us, with their soul-crushing approach. Luckily, there in a safety net with the Tribunal, but, it's very stressful, because they, our housing company, that are designed to "help" us vulnerable, disadvantaged people, want to make us homeless.
Just the other day my Social Housing providers told me they are trying to evict me and my guy friend. He has the same sort of brain as me (ASD, ADHD "2e" and complex trauma and add to that a traumatic brain injury (a TBI) and trouble letting go of things, like old cars and other hoardy stuff.
They won't be able to evict us, I don't think, the Tribunal (that they have to take us to, to try to evict us) errs on the side of tenants, so we will be OK, I'm pretty sure. It's very hard to evict tenants that pay their bills and I'm in credit. However, the whole them trying to evict us thing is really triggery.
I've been waiting for the disability support I've been approved for, for 4 months now, and if I had of had that, I wouldn't be in this position. Now I'll have to talk to a bunch of different people to avoid being homeless. Aaaaahhhhh!
Our disability support system is in the process of overhaul and that one of the reasons why it's taking so long. Last year it only took 21 days on average, now, I don't know how long it will be, but, the tenancy (mean) lady manager did give us that one tip, about going in to their office (the NDIA ~National Disability Insurance Agency) instead of ringing every week and going in to the Local Area Coordinators office, which is being removed as middle people anyway, I think.
I have cleaner-dehoarder people that I have lined up but unless I get the insurance scheme that I waiting on ...anyway, I been waiting with no end date.
So, I had a delayed reaction to how horrible last Thursday was, when they came to our house to home invade, really, because they don't even pretend to inspect on the pretext of getting anything fixed, anymore, they just tell you you have to ring the repair hotline, they just ask a whole lot of invasive questions, about why this piece of furniture is placed here, and take photos of my missed cobwebs in the corner, and other humiliating things.
It was awful and my guy and I fought afterward because we were so shamed, triggered and demoralized.
Today I'm a hot mess. And that after very tired, exhausted days and trouble sleeping since the inspection. I'm in the hit-by-a-truck mode today.
The thing I get tired of is the "invisable" disability thing, that when it isn't invisable, you become utterly undesirable and people hate you and want nothing to do with you, they are disgusted at my gall at having an "invisable-that's-not-invisable disability. It's been happening all my life and it is tiresome and upsetting. Especially as I have tried SO HARD to be a good human and I do a decent job, but I am a disabled person. My tenancy manager and her sidekick hurt us, with their soul-crushing approach. Luckily, there in a safety net with the Tribunal, but, it's very stressful, because they, our housing company, that are designed to "help" us vulnerable, disadvantaged people, want to make us homeless.