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  • Sonic Adventure nostalgia here. I think this is part of something I miss about gaming. Something that feels like a fading memory. Actual enjoyment in the gaming medium.
    My mental state hasn't been the best the past two days. But I do feel I have a bit more control over how much it overwhelms my being. I definitely haven't behaved anywhere as bad as I use to.
    I've got some things to think about for tomorrow. With Super Bowl coming up, my Uncle has a few things he wants lined up for food. Wings, Chilli and Egg Rolls will be the main things. So it will be busy day.
    The morning has started in a odd way today. Waking up with a headache and with the feeling of one my nasal cavities being blocked up. Both have gone away now.
    It's 2am. I am tired. Yet I do not sleep. Maybe if I stopped watching videos for 5 minutes, I may sleep.
    I feel like it was my mistake to try and share an interest. I won't try again. Just stick to blogs and maybe profile posts for those things, I guess.
    Misery
    Misery
    I'd be happy to share the thing with you, if you'd like to see it. I've got the concept sheet and everything written out for it at my desk here. The thing is kinda scribbly, but still.
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    I would be glad to see it~
    Kayla55
    Kayla55
    Misery has some deep insight that I noticed in few threads I struggled like you for years because of my family...not raised properly. Ye, so had my years of trying to heal and build myself up. that I ever opened up this way as on forum, I never trusted and locked everything inside. how others bring up the demon and is based on my recent discovery that when people treat you right, it's cognitive therapy to roots.
    There is always talk of hope. Of good. But it's hard to believe, when all you see is negativity and pure evil.

    But maybe that's the core of human nature. Evil. And the path to betterment is accquiring what we don't naturally have.

    But if that were true, we'd walk the path of demons. Because no one would care to fix themselves.
    Kayla55
    Kayla55
    Ye, invited to tai chi to stretch, no blonds at this class. the ferns growing in pesticides and so I tried to swirl my waters, stretched fern leaves growing/healing energy. I opened up.... Something against my grain....we did prayers to release Crown Chakra for another broken soul...
    Kayla55
    Kayla55
    Is it asd or neglect that I shy away...want to be alone. If she opens her Chakra for forgiveness and life force....first time a Japanese was in our class. The only other misfit in broken unpublished place is me. A Darwin moth confused by 2 worlds
    Kayla55
    Kayla55
    Expendable (echo echoloation)I suppose I left before having episode....don't have echoloation in class....don't repeat word expendable I know drill deal with demons, don't bring them to class or sound wind chime busser til demon leaves
    Freezing rain sucks. Though I guess not needing to go outside is a plus. But I can't imagine driving in it is fun if you have to go somewhere.

    Thank goodness it'll get warm enough to melt it. Doesn't change the wet rainy day it's going to be regardless.

    I always tend to feel some kind of resonance with Silent Hill 2 and 3 sound tracks, particularly. But this one hits me in a special way. It feels to define my general emotional state if being a majority of the time. Even the name of the song, in some way, describes the self-torment I put myself through.
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    A new character I made. No name for her yet.
    Tired
    Tired
    Reminds me a bit of Morrigan from Dragon age :)
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    Oh my god XD

    I can totally see that. I actually didn't think about initially. I guess I know where I got a little of influence from in making this one.
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    Just want to say a thought of a name.

    Dimile
    Feeling okay mentality today. Just unmotivated to do much due to waking up with a headache and feeling generally groggy this morning.
    kriss72
    kriss72
    Sound like you either had a bad sleep, or you are going down with something - I hope you will feel better as the day progresses...
    Xinyta
    Xinyta
    No. I don't feel sick, nor do I think I am. Though I think I know what happened to put it on. A mix of Dehydration, Sleep being not great lately, and the fact that I had a beer two hours before bedtime.
    kriss72
    kriss72
    Sounds like that could explain it :)
    I'm starting to really hate my own brain. Once negative thoughts start, it just never stops. I feel trapped by my own self-doubt and self-loathing.
    kriss72
    kriss72
    I know it's hard to break out of a spiral like that - I hope your brain will find a new topic soon, one that isn't being unfair to itself :)
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I understand and i am here if you want to talk.
    M
    Misty Avich
    I've hated my brain since I was 8 years old
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