Am I the only one in the world who has never 'thought' about how I think? I think in pictures, it seems to be things I've seen before, but if someone tells me a graphic horrible story I can easily picture it, and it's very disturbing. I can't listen to graphic life stories, too much detail I can't deal with.
If I've never seen a word written somewhere, I most likely cannot spell it. I've always been a great speller, until my smart phone came along and refused to cooperate!
I'm also a painter, I can about reproduce a photograph, but coming up with my own art is a struggle. It's like I have to do it, before I can visualize it, like I need something concrete to look at in order to work with it. Then the visualizations explode wit possibilities. I suppose for this reason it doesn't really give me joy to paint. It's a lot of work, because every detail has to be perfect and I'm never satisfied with my results, or abilities. But I can go months or years with no practice, then paint something better than I ever did before. Strange.
I often think in cartoons, which make humor in life. Mostly Looney Tunes, at 55 I still love them!
It's extremely hard to express what is going on in my mind, I can't find the words to use, and I never really thought much about it. I guess I've sort of lived in the moment, or dwell on the past, and don't have that many memories to reflect on, except the vivid ones that were usually of something serious happening at the time. For the life of me I cannot remember the first day of school. I can't remember much of my childhood, or of my children's childhood. It's really quite sad.