Just got hit with affection again, which happens extremely seldomly. There is only a very specific instance when I get hit with something that can be described as maybe longing or devastation, but it's... hard to describe, because it boils down to a mere concept of things.
This time it was during a video where a son managed to trace down the car his father restored when he himself was young, which was his most precious possession. I myself don't value any possession of mine particularly highly - I'm actually in the process of getting rid of most of my belongings because of this reason - so it hasn't anything to do with my own ideal value. It's the concept of valuing something and the concept of loss.
Another instance that can bring me to tears quite quickly is simply playing "Toujours d'Amour", where it's the concept of teenage evanescence. I don't mourn the times gone by at all myself, but the thought about the concept affects me.
Additionally, I can relate to objects or ideas much more than to living beings, I sometimes tend to anthropomorphize inanimate objects in my own reality if you like.
Can anyone relate?
This time it was during a video where a son managed to trace down the car his father restored when he himself was young, which was his most precious possession. I myself don't value any possession of mine particularly highly - I'm actually in the process of getting rid of most of my belongings because of this reason - so it hasn't anything to do with my own ideal value. It's the concept of valuing something and the concept of loss.
Another instance that can bring me to tears quite quickly is simply playing "Toujours d'Amour", where it's the concept of teenage evanescence. I don't mourn the times gone by at all myself, but the thought about the concept affects me.
Additionally, I can relate to objects or ideas much more than to living beings, I sometimes tend to anthropomorphize inanimate objects in my own reality if you like.
Can anyone relate?