andrew-notfunny
survivor through the dark dumpsterfire
My brain needs a new song every week to listen to on repeat and also remember repeatedly and vividly again and again and again until I don't care anymore and I just move on to the next one after taking a break.
It's not just a (i guess NT) "I heard this song twice this week" thing, it is quite literally an obsession but without it lasting more than a week or two. I can listen to that same song three times on replay and still want to hear the slightly sped up AND then the slowed down versions and do this same thing multiple times a day for five days or something.
Do I hate doing this? No. I actually really enjoy doing this. It's just something that happened to me so many times and will keep happening so I might as well tell it here, see if anybody can relate.
I didn't notice this until I had to think about what my obsession is so I do think it is much rather an "interest" or maybe something like that, not a long term obsession (with one specific thing at least) but still... I am looked at as insufferable by NTs when I can only talk about one song for an hour.
Last song like this for me was Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin. Why is that song so perfect for me? I just don't get it. But it is.
So yeah, that's what I noticed about myself. Is this specifically something Autistic or not? How relatable is it?
Hopefully no one gets annoyed by this thread or something. I'm not saying this is something unique to me only, okay?
It's not just a (i guess NT) "I heard this song twice this week" thing, it is quite literally an obsession but without it lasting more than a week or two. I can listen to that same song three times on replay and still want to hear the slightly sped up AND then the slowed down versions and do this same thing multiple times a day for five days or something.
Do I hate doing this? No. I actually really enjoy doing this. It's just something that happened to me so many times and will keep happening so I might as well tell it here, see if anybody can relate.
I didn't notice this until I had to think about what my obsession is so I do think it is much rather an "interest" or maybe something like that, not a long term obsession (with one specific thing at least) but still... I am looked at as insufferable by NTs when I can only talk about one song for an hour.
Last song like this for me was Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin. Why is that song so perfect for me? I just don't get it. But it is.
So yeah, that's what I noticed about myself. Is this specifically something Autistic or not? How relatable is it?
Hopefully no one gets annoyed by this thread or something. I'm not saying this is something unique to me only, okay?