Robin Winter
Lover of Cheesequakes
My scores were 172 Aspie, 41 NT
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It's really the plot it gives a result that is telling in terms of where you are on or off the spectrum. If the plot is mostly over the 'Neurodiverse' side of the graph, you are likely an Aspie on the high functioning end of the spectrum. If the plot is mostly on the 'Neurotypical' side, you are likely not on the spectrum, though you might have Aspie characteristics.
Along with your Neurodiverse Aspie score of 125, there should have been a Neurotypical score too, likely rather below 100.
Yes, it said 89.
On that basis, and given that mine were 147 and 48 respectively, and from your observations here, I would say that would likely place you on the spectrum, that your plot would likely lean to the right - the Neurodiverse side of the graph, notably, if not dramatically.
I would also add that if answering those questions with total honesty, there is always going to be a tendency for any 'masking' efforts you have made over time (trying to conform and be more like everyone else) to impact the score a little towards the Neurotypical.
Reason then to think that in autismforums.com, you are more likely to have found your home than not.
For me, it doesn't even matter if I qualify as autistic or not--I understand you people and you understand me. I have never met any one person like this, ever, so with or without Asperger's, I feel like I fit in somewhere for the first time in my life ever. I didn't think there were people I could ever fit in with in this world.
What is interesting is that it was so many years ago that I first saw similarities between myself and people who were called autistic (severely autistic). I could relate to the sensitivities to sound, for example, even if my sensitivities to it were not debilitating. I also happened to get along quite well with the elderly who have dementia. It was so much easier for me to understand them than "normal" people. And the "normal people" don't understand the ones with dementia.
I understand the "mentally ill" better than the "mentally healthy". What saddens me, however, is how disempowered and helpless they are made to feel in human society, and how our society turns them into victims, convinces them that they are victims and at the mercy of the "healthy" ones. I say "them" here because I personally don't feel like a victim or at their mercy. Also, I never really got any help from the social system with my suffering or emotional problems. Ever.
I mean yeah OK I've spent the last 20 odd years doing voluntary work, but it literally doesn't pay anything, I consequently have a 2 page CV of experience, and nobody will employ me in retail positions even though I have extensive retail experience having worked in a myriad of different Charity shops.
I usually have nothing to say to anyone in a real life conversation and I tend to keep to myself. I'm always uncomfortable in groups because of the expectation to socialize.