FreeStone
New Member
Hello,
I'm a twenty year old transwoman whose life has been fundamentally changed forever.
I recently had a emotionally devastating life event involving a falling out with people who I thought were my closest friends collectively cutting me off after I discovered they were lying in order to avoid spending time with me.
They claimed I have been insensitive, hurtful, inappropriate, crossed many boundaries etc. and I did not have a single clue I was being out of line whatsoever.
I got to a point where I had to call a suicide hotline and nearly went to a crisis.
However I managed to ground myself enough to where I started talking extensively talking with a social worker I know, started studying resources, and started reading personal accounts of people who she thought I might share a condition with.
I have Asperger's Syndrome and there is no longer any doubt.
I have impaired cognitive empathy, never naturally developed social skills, unable to read body language, Have been overtly arguementive and impulsive to a strong degree, and has struggled to even read between the lines when it comes to verbal communication.
An epiphany moment was when reading personal accounts where aspies talked about the inappropriate things they have done in their lives and I was repeatedly confused as to why those actions were wrong.
I'm still profoundly wrecked with guilt, pain, and regret for what I've done to others.
My family is now working on getting me to a neuropsychologist for an assessment.
I'm still figuring out my next steps.
I'm a twenty year old transwoman whose life has been fundamentally changed forever.
I recently had a emotionally devastating life event involving a falling out with people who I thought were my closest friends collectively cutting me off after I discovered they were lying in order to avoid spending time with me.
They claimed I have been insensitive, hurtful, inappropriate, crossed many boundaries etc. and I did not have a single clue I was being out of line whatsoever.
I got to a point where I had to call a suicide hotline and nearly went to a crisis.
However I managed to ground myself enough to where I started talking extensively talking with a social worker I know, started studying resources, and started reading personal accounts of people who she thought I might share a condition with.
I have Asperger's Syndrome and there is no longer any doubt.
I have impaired cognitive empathy, never naturally developed social skills, unable to read body language, Have been overtly arguementive and impulsive to a strong degree, and has struggled to even read between the lines when it comes to verbal communication.
An epiphany moment was when reading personal accounts where aspies talked about the inappropriate things they have done in their lives and I was repeatedly confused as to why those actions were wrong.
I'm still profoundly wrecked with guilt, pain, and regret for what I've done to others.
My family is now working on getting me to a neuropsychologist for an assessment.
I'm still figuring out my next steps.