pushpinder
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I have this strange condition. I laugh in serious situation when Im expected to behave more responsibly so as to not hurt others feelings. I hate this but it is involuntary. It happens especially if its a gathering and everyone is quiet. That silence makes me focus on my own behaviour but I realize that I cannot empathize in such situations. Im not able to feel and because of excess pressure I tend to laugh to ease the tension.
Apart from this I am extremely sympathetic, have been a geek all my life and could not understand the ways of the world. Also many a times when I feel when people are talking to me I cannot feel myself. My sense of self is missing and I feel as if I observe my mind which runs in all directions. ALso I bite nails and tend to get anxious. Lying is very difficult and I simply cannot do it. I just cannot be myself. Also I feel dominated by strong personalities such as authorities.
Does anyone else also experience this.
Apart from this I am extremely sympathetic, have been a geek all my life and could not understand the ways of the world. Also many a times when I feel when people are talking to me I cannot feel myself. My sense of self is missing and I feel as if I observe my mind which runs in all directions. ALso I bite nails and tend to get anxious. Lying is very difficult and I simply cannot do it. I just cannot be myself. Also I feel dominated by strong personalities such as authorities.
Does anyone else also experience this.