Bramble Larson
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Hello. I’m Bramble Larson.
I like to be addressed by my full name, Bramble Larson. Just imagine that there is a hyphen between the words. I don't use the hyphen, because i don't like it for aesthetic reasons. I'm 28 years old. I live alone in my own apartment. I'm happy to be here, and this is my first post. I'm also considering contributing to the other autism forum wrongplanet.net.
My identity consists of being pansexual/polysexual, panromantic, transgender male to female, genderqueer, genderfluid, non-binary, and polyamorous. I am on the autistic spectrum, and although i identify more with the Aspergers/high functioning autism side of it, I wish to consider myself as being somewhere on the autism spectrum (wherever that may be) to avoid any interaction with stereotypes or discriminating, and avoid labeling myself as somehow being higher functioning or having more brain power than anyone else on the spectrum. I do not wish to distance myself from anyone else on the autism spectrum, nor do i feel a need to be of greater value to whomever then other autistic people. I see us all as equals and we have a lot of similarities besides for what our diagnoses are.
I identify as being a past drug abuser, and I still currently abuse drugs once in awhile. I also consider myself a videogame and computer addict, and have been for over 13 years.
I'm a lonely person and have been for my entire life. I have always felt that people don't and will never understand me. I've always felt distanced from anyone else in my life. I feel detached from reality. I've always been in my own world since day 1.
I have strong painful feelings that i deal with everyday. bad mood, anxiety, guilt, embarrassment, loneliness, and fear.
I consider myself to be involuntarily celibate and also love-shy, however i dislike the term love-shy for myself, because I'm not necessarily shy about love, and I'm not necessarily shy in the first place to begin with. I actually consider myself to be an extrovert.
I'm a big music fan. Heavy metal has always been my favorite genre since age 15. I consider myself a metal lover or a metalhead. Before that, I was just into rap and pop music. heavy metal brought me to all of the other genres that I know and like now, including various rock genres, free jazz, modern classical music, electronic music, noise, and free improvisation. I generally like my music to be as intense, passionate, and extreme as possible. There is many more subgenres of music that I like, and if you're interested in knowing more, you can message me about it.
As far as movies go, I like the genres horror, sci-fi, fantasy, drama, romance, and animated movies. The one genre i dont care for so much anymore is comedy.
I'm a listener and member on 7cups.com I consider that volunteer work for me. I do some volunteer work in real life, some specifics but i don't care to list them right now. I have a job as a cashier in a supermarket. I go to several groups a week, including polyamory, transgender, bisexual/pansexual, and kink/BDSM.
I am a multi-instrumentalist musician. I play acoustic guitar, electric guitar, bass, keyboards, drums, and sing. I'm also known to be quite a good leg drummer.
I am also an artist. I have dreams of being a sound designer, making sculptures, doing live body art, being a professional music composer, and learning how to do lots of new art forms. my primary mediums for paper based artwork are chalk, colored pencils, oil pastels, and charcoal. I wish to freely demonstrate and give my art away. I have no desire to make money from it, just a desire for self expression and entertaining people.
Intimate, romantic, and sexual relationships are very important to me. I place an extremely high value in being in a good one (or multiple ones). When it comes to my needs from other people, i need compassion, sympathy, empathy, romance, love, lust, warmth, affection, intimacy, genuine care, sensual touch, sexual touch, and understanding. I'm sure some people on the spectrum can relate to desiring those things as well.
Theres a lot more about me to know. I'm a very deep person.
Feel free to message me or ask me any questions about myself as you wish. Im very open to feedback. I wish to learn as much as i can about other members (that i'm interested in).
I have an interest in nootropic drugs, stimulants, euphoriants, empathogens/entactogens, psychedelics,deliriants, dissociatives, and cannabinoids.
My primary reasons for being here is the sharing of knowledge and information, to relate to and help other people on the autism spectrum, and self-expression. My favorte people in the world are on the autism spectrum and I care a lot about them.
Love, Bramble Larson
I like to be addressed by my full name, Bramble Larson. Just imagine that there is a hyphen between the words. I don't use the hyphen, because i don't like it for aesthetic reasons. I'm 28 years old. I live alone in my own apartment. I'm happy to be here, and this is my first post. I'm also considering contributing to the other autism forum wrongplanet.net.
My identity consists of being pansexual/polysexual, panromantic, transgender male to female, genderqueer, genderfluid, non-binary, and polyamorous. I am on the autistic spectrum, and although i identify more with the Aspergers/high functioning autism side of it, I wish to consider myself as being somewhere on the autism spectrum (wherever that may be) to avoid any interaction with stereotypes or discriminating, and avoid labeling myself as somehow being higher functioning or having more brain power than anyone else on the spectrum. I do not wish to distance myself from anyone else on the autism spectrum, nor do i feel a need to be of greater value to whomever then other autistic people. I see us all as equals and we have a lot of similarities besides for what our diagnoses are.
I identify as being a past drug abuser, and I still currently abuse drugs once in awhile. I also consider myself a videogame and computer addict, and have been for over 13 years.
I'm a lonely person and have been for my entire life. I have always felt that people don't and will never understand me. I've always felt distanced from anyone else in my life. I feel detached from reality. I've always been in my own world since day 1.
I have strong painful feelings that i deal with everyday. bad mood, anxiety, guilt, embarrassment, loneliness, and fear.
I consider myself to be involuntarily celibate and also love-shy, however i dislike the term love-shy for myself, because I'm not necessarily shy about love, and I'm not necessarily shy in the first place to begin with. I actually consider myself to be an extrovert.
I'm a big music fan. Heavy metal has always been my favorite genre since age 15. I consider myself a metal lover or a metalhead. Before that, I was just into rap and pop music. heavy metal brought me to all of the other genres that I know and like now, including various rock genres, free jazz, modern classical music, electronic music, noise, and free improvisation. I generally like my music to be as intense, passionate, and extreme as possible. There is many more subgenres of music that I like, and if you're interested in knowing more, you can message me about it.
As far as movies go, I like the genres horror, sci-fi, fantasy, drama, romance, and animated movies. The one genre i dont care for so much anymore is comedy.
I'm a listener and member on 7cups.com I consider that volunteer work for me. I do some volunteer work in real life, some specifics but i don't care to list them right now. I have a job as a cashier in a supermarket. I go to several groups a week, including polyamory, transgender, bisexual/pansexual, and kink/BDSM.
I am a multi-instrumentalist musician. I play acoustic guitar, electric guitar, bass, keyboards, drums, and sing. I'm also known to be quite a good leg drummer.
I am also an artist. I have dreams of being a sound designer, making sculptures, doing live body art, being a professional music composer, and learning how to do lots of new art forms. my primary mediums for paper based artwork are chalk, colored pencils, oil pastels, and charcoal. I wish to freely demonstrate and give my art away. I have no desire to make money from it, just a desire for self expression and entertaining people.
Intimate, romantic, and sexual relationships are very important to me. I place an extremely high value in being in a good one (or multiple ones). When it comes to my needs from other people, i need compassion, sympathy, empathy, romance, love, lust, warmth, affection, intimacy, genuine care, sensual touch, sexual touch, and understanding. I'm sure some people on the spectrum can relate to desiring those things as well.
Theres a lot more about me to know. I'm a very deep person.
Feel free to message me or ask me any questions about myself as you wish. Im very open to feedback. I wish to learn as much as i can about other members (that i'm interested in).
I have an interest in nootropic drugs, stimulants, euphoriants, empathogens/entactogens, psychedelics,deliriants, dissociatives, and cannabinoids.
My primary reasons for being here is the sharing of knowledge and information, to relate to and help other people on the autism spectrum, and self-expression. My favorte people in the world are on the autism spectrum and I care a lot about them.
Love, Bramble Larson
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