I currently still hang out with an old flame of my mine, he still has feelings for me and I love him in my own special way however since I find socialising difficult I want to keep him close.
Lately I've been having some aspie related problems and just when I need him the most he isn't here for me (busy with his own life issues), and when he needs me I'm usually around. I'm feeling very left out and pushed aside, he knew the reason that I stayed over for a couple of days and the day that I returned home is when everything fell apart, it may seem that I'm treating him like a boyfriend however even as my friend, my definition of friends is that they call and check and see how are you? Isn't it a little strange that even 30 seconds for a text and 1 minute for a phone call can't be made...
I've been going through this issue by myself, no friends or nearby family support and thus this is why I can be very dependent on him at times.
Lately I've been having some aspie related problems and just when I need him the most he isn't here for me (busy with his own life issues), and when he needs me I'm usually around. I'm feeling very left out and pushed aside, he knew the reason that I stayed over for a couple of days and the day that I returned home is when everything fell apart, it may seem that I'm treating him like a boyfriend however even as my friend, my definition of friends is that they call and check and see how are you? Isn't it a little strange that even 30 seconds for a text and 1 minute for a phone call can't be made...
I've been going through this issue by myself, no friends or nearby family support and thus this is why I can be very dependent on him at times.