WARNING: I am not talking specifically about you, or you, or even you, I mention this simply because it perplexes me and not because I want to shame or alienate anybody ; ]
Well I don't know about you mob, but I have noticed a growing trend in a lot of posts to mention how angry a thing makes you and how violent you would be in reaction to it, I would be better able to understand if that was what the thread was about but it seems to be cropping up in threads where it doesn?t have relevance (to my perception I mean)
Thread: I like kitties because they?re so fluffy and warm and they smell like sunshine feels YAY
Post: kitties are pretty terrific, so cute and cuddly, but I once knew a guy that had a cat and he was a douche and I wanted to kick the **** out of him!
I find myself wondering if a lot of Aspies get to the point where they have a lot of recriminations about things they couldn?t have known where happening because of Aspergers, is it a subset of emotions running underneath our regular selves that we are constantly annoyed and one step from anger or violence, because, don?t get me wrong, I would love to flog the living piss out of a lot of different people too, you know the sort, the smarmy cashier or the condescending waiter or the ignorant/ bigoted casual acquaintance. Hell, I know I harbour some pretty gruesome and elaborate revenge scenarios that if I could write them out a little fancifully I might even rival the likes of Miss Marple, but I try not to go on about it in my posts because I don?t want to be a bring-down to anybody else.
So is that then wrong of me, I come to a place to talk with others about what makes me confused about being different and then I censure myself lightly so as not to make others uncomfortable, all the while I am confused that nobody else seems to be doing likewise, or is that part of the spectrum we?re on that some people might do that and others don?t see the sense in restraining themselves because we are on a site where we come to try to find help to understand why we are the way we are and so to censure yourself would be counterproductive?
You see now how I am in two minds here and obviously there is going to be no clear cut answer for me but it will just be interesting to get others input on this.
PS; for the record and for no other reason than I simply want to say it, I would have hesitation to physically hurt somebody because everything negative that has ever happened to me would lend weight and duration to my fury and I fear I would kill them, hence I am not violent and also I was raised to believe that you must never strike a women or a child for any reason regardless, therein I would theoretically be matched to a fully defensible and combat worthy male and there is a real possibility I could end up myself, disfigured or worse, and then where would I be?
I have more to say on this but I will leave that for later depending on the responses, thank you for your time in reading this ; ]
(Nor am I looking to develop a knew nemesis) 
Well I don't know about you mob, but I have noticed a growing trend in a lot of posts to mention how angry a thing makes you and how violent you would be in reaction to it, I would be better able to understand if that was what the thread was about but it seems to be cropping up in threads where it doesn?t have relevance (to my perception I mean)
Thread: I like kitties because they?re so fluffy and warm and they smell like sunshine feels YAY
Post: kitties are pretty terrific, so cute and cuddly, but I once knew a guy that had a cat and he was a douche and I wanted to kick the **** out of him!
I find myself wondering if a lot of Aspies get to the point where they have a lot of recriminations about things they couldn?t have known where happening because of Aspergers, is it a subset of emotions running underneath our regular selves that we are constantly annoyed and one step from anger or violence, because, don?t get me wrong, I would love to flog the living piss out of a lot of different people too, you know the sort, the smarmy cashier or the condescending waiter or the ignorant/ bigoted casual acquaintance. Hell, I know I harbour some pretty gruesome and elaborate revenge scenarios that if I could write them out a little fancifully I might even rival the likes of Miss Marple, but I try not to go on about it in my posts because I don?t want to be a bring-down to anybody else.
So is that then wrong of me, I come to a place to talk with others about what makes me confused about being different and then I censure myself lightly so as not to make others uncomfortable, all the while I am confused that nobody else seems to be doing likewise, or is that part of the spectrum we?re on that some people might do that and others don?t see the sense in restraining themselves because we are on a site where we come to try to find help to understand why we are the way we are and so to censure yourself would be counterproductive?
You see now how I am in two minds here and obviously there is going to be no clear cut answer for me but it will just be interesting to get others input on this.
PS; for the record and for no other reason than I simply want to say it, I would have hesitation to physically hurt somebody because everything negative that has ever happened to me would lend weight and duration to my fury and I fear I would kill them, hence I am not violent and also I was raised to believe that you must never strike a women or a child for any reason regardless, therein I would theoretically be matched to a fully defensible and combat worthy male and there is a real possibility I could end up myself, disfigured or worse, and then where would I be?
I have more to say on this but I will leave that for later depending on the responses, thank you for your time in reading this ; ]
