mangodude
Member
hello!
i'll try to be short.
around 4 years ago i met a girl whom i first became friends(!!!)with but later on i developed a romantic feelings towards.
i am rather bad at hiding my feelings, but i managed to "stay friends with her for the following 3 years".
there were times when she wouldn't talk to me for a half a year or longer because of something i said (not being emotional enough haha), but then we would get back together anyways.
around a year ago i told her i love her. i also told her that i have an aspergers- i assume she didn't believe me (that i love her and that i have an aspergers)
short after that she started to... well, bully me.
she became rather mean and would mock me for various things, but then she would ALL OF SUDDEN be nice to me, suggesting we should go see movie together.
but then out of no where!! she would be mean and evil again!
right now she doesn't talk to me...
the problem is, i still love her. i know it's completely irrational!! i know!! but i have a deep emotional connection to her...
she was the only one i talked to, the one i shared my secrets with.
but it seems she never gave a damn
now i want to definitely "break up" with her. i feel exhausted.
should i write her and tell her what i think? or just forget about her?
i'll try to be short.
around 4 years ago i met a girl whom i first became friends(!!!)with but later on i developed a romantic feelings towards.
i am rather bad at hiding my feelings, but i managed to "stay friends with her for the following 3 years".
there were times when she wouldn't talk to me for a half a year or longer because of something i said (not being emotional enough haha), but then we would get back together anyways.
around a year ago i told her i love her. i also told her that i have an aspergers- i assume she didn't believe me (that i love her and that i have an aspergers)
short after that she started to... well, bully me.
she became rather mean and would mock me for various things, but then she would ALL OF SUDDEN be nice to me, suggesting we should go see movie together.
but then out of no where!! she would be mean and evil again!
right now she doesn't talk to me...
the problem is, i still love her. i know it's completely irrational!! i know!! but i have a deep emotional connection to her...
she was the only one i talked to, the one i shared my secrets with.
but it seems she never gave a damn
now i want to definitely "break up" with her. i feel exhausted.
should i write her and tell her what i think? or just forget about her?