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Markness

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  • I am a loser. :(
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I believe that at times like this past weekend. Then I realize the past few days the people who care for me. Then I get a response back from a friend who did not forget about me.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Then lose what you don't need.

    Lose what weighs you down and keeps you from moving forward. Then you will start winning. Think of a boat; if there's too much weight on the boat it will start to sink. So lose whatever's weighing you down and you'll keep floating on the surface.
    Cryptid
    Cryptid
    The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step, but does not end there! Half-hearted efforts at self-improvement are doomed to failure. Those who go the full distance are no longer losers, they are winners.
    My therapy session didn’t go so well. :(
    tree
    tree
    Are you saying that it's your guess that you have nerve damage/neuropathy in your facial muscles?
    Or have you been diagnosed with it?

    Or are you talking about your feet?
    Markness
    Markness
    I am guessing I have some nerve damage in my facial muscles.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    yellow_blue_betta_dragon_by_snowifer_dcz62i3-fullview.jpg

    "Boy, nerve damage, huh? That's quite rough.

    I think the worst pain I have ever seen Tyler be in is when he had that peculiar-sized....cyst?? It was a cyst on his head. Gosh, I don't think I've ever seen him in such agony. It's a good thing I'm here to numb his pain."
    Does the universe want me to suffer?
    V
    VictorR
    Ask not what the universe has done for you, but what you have done for the universe.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Who cares anyway. Most neurodivergent aren't meant to be happy in the long run.
    Cryptid
    Cryptid
    Does the universe want you to suffer? No.

    Hyperactive agency detection is the tendency to interpret events as if they were the deliberate intent of a conscious agent rather than the product of natural forces or unguided chaotic events. The Universe is not a conscious agent.
    I feel truly feel sad every day I wake up and I don’t have a girlfriend in my life.
    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    Masked Man
    Masked Man
    True but even the CDC updated their isolation guidelines just recently. As long as you don't have an active fever you treat it like any other respiratory infection.
    Markness
    Markness
    @Gerald Wilgus I can’t attend any gatherings for the event. Even my family doesn’t care about what will go on that day.
    I’ll never get the comic I used to dream about drawn. Same with the animation I used to dream about, too. :(
    tree
    tree
    So you plan to fail?
    Markness
    Markness
    I don’t want to fail but I don’t know if I can turn my life around.
    tree
    tree
    Makes it sound like you're trying to push a semi or haul a refrigerator on your back.

    If you want to draw or do animation, do it.
    It seems like you're expecting the Sistine Chapel and when that doesn't happen,
    you give up.
    Is there still time to get what I want in this life before I die?
    I should probably stay home today. I am having painful coughs in addition to having a scratchy throat.
    My throat is scratchy and I occasionally cough or sneeze.
    tree
    tree
    Allergies?
    Dry weather?
    Something else?
    Markness
    Markness
    Allergies and sore throat.
    My mother is the only person I know who thinks being a control freak is a good thing.
    I was given a shot into my stomach fat.
    My confidence has fallen and smashed apart on the ground. :(
    tree
    tree
    What's the time line on that?

    When was the confidence level higher than it is currently?
    Markness
    Markness
    It was higher during the first part of last year but after what happened with Jennifer, the toxicity on Discord I got dealt with, flunking a college course, and other traumas I’ve had to go through, my confidence has plummeted.
    I wish life would go my way instead of hitting dead ends. :(
    tree
    tree
    Some of the things you regard as dead ends could be considered stepping stones.
    Another weekend ending in disappointment. :(
    tree
    tree
    M
    Misty Avich
    I didn't go out the door all weekend, just lazed around in my soft, warm bathrobe. Often I like doing nothing.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Drop out of college you will make zero friends there. Still work at your job because you have too but don't except to be noticed. Try a new hobby like yoga or dancing. Try hanging and meeting kinder people.
    I carelessly missed another social opportunity with a pretty gothic lady. :(
    tree
    tree
    Another way to think of this is that you realize that the next time you see her,
    you might advance the encounter slightly by speaking to her.
    I don’t want to give up wanting a girlfriend.
    tree
    tree
    Thanks for the update.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Dont. I'm not. But I'm not obsessed over it over more. I am hanging out with friends. If there are single girls so be it. I am not obsessed trying to seek them out. I am just enjoying hanging out with friends.
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