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    Selfesteem

    I dont want to make long post about my history, but long depression and bullying destroyed my selfesteem to critical level where i thought about myself that im worthless and stupid human being that cannot do anything right. I have always valued myself by how well i perform in different ways, how...
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  4. Depression

    Depression

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    Aspies and Facebook

    I check facebook daily, but i almost never post anything on it. I joined facebook to keep contact with some of my friends who live in another city and former classmates, but i never talk to them :) Most posts i see on facebook seem kinda pointless and sometimes i am wondering why i am even using...
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    *Little* Things That Annoy You (Pet Peeves)

    I´m annoyed when i see car driving behind another car too close. Keep the damn safe distance stupid. Its weird how it annoys me when it does not affect me in anyway.
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    Do you like people who are expressive?

    With their facial expressions and body language. I have a smile on my face when i watch certain expressive people on youtube. Which is funny because they are opposite of me, who cant really do much with my own face, its very blank. Its easier to read what they are feeling and thinking and it...
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    How alien do you feel?

    I try to be "normal" but it feels like im trying to fit a square shaped item to an circle shaped hole.
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    Conversations with people...

    I read online about good conversations because i have troubles keeping them flowing. I didn´t understand well that you need to speak about something superficial first before going to more intimate things. There´s this girl i like and i quess i wanted to tell little bit about myself so i shared...
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    Inner conversations

    I do it all the time. I quess its practising and preparing to a coming conversation with someone. I talk to them inside my head first, what i want to say to them in real life. Too bad the real conversations never go as nicely as in my head :( Probably because in real life you cant very well...
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    Emotional connection to other people

    Today i realised why social situations are so draining for me! I think myself as a very sensitive person. In social situations i try so hard to connect to other people in emotional level and react to them according, but i´m sometimes inaccurate reading them. It is sometimes hard for me to read...
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    *Little* Things That Annoy You (Pet Peeves)

    I dont know if its really weird, but sometimes when theres a line of people to do something, and because my personal space is pretty big other people go ahead of me in that line, because they maybe dont understand im waiting in that line. Or maybe they are just assholes :) i havent decided which...
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    Aspergers and Marijuana

    I dont think i can smoke pot right now. Last time i got panic attacks from it. I think because in my depression and self rumination that has gotten very bad lately, pot intensifies this behaviour and causes panic attacks in me. Set and setting is not right at this moment. When i feel "normal" or...
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    Conversations with people...

    I thought today i sometimes feel like a robot trying to process what other people want to hear from me in a conversation. It is hard for me it doesn´t come naturally. For example if they say they like some food it feels odd for me to say back that i like that too. Like its obvious to me and...
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