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Insidious Addiction

I've found today, that my mind's negative nature is far more insidious than I gave it credit for. Well played kid me. Well played.

What it is, is that my mind constantly looks for something by default to distract me from reality. Since I started limiting my phone, my mental state is now trying to convince me to go back to videogaming. Just thinking about temp messed up the flow. This is going to be tricker than I thought.

I've been doing okay since, otherwise.

Infact I am writing a bit of a autobiography. My life, in my words. I am currently still rough drafting it. But I'll be posting a blog for it specifically.

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