The main reason I'm asking this is because I need to know I'm not the only one with a worsening condition.
My last panic attack was a demonic show of skyscraper-quality blood pressure and screaming.
I don't exactly remember what happened. Yes, it was that bad. I am telling the truth when I say that I had a panic attack so bad that the last I remember of it was a recollection of waking up on the couch to find a huge crack in the glass coffee table. I had no idea that I had done it. What else I remember is screaming in such a demonic way, that I had somehow managed to speak in some kind of language I had never heard of. Coincidentally I was fooling around with Google Translate on my phone prior to the panic attack happening, and I must have turned on the microphone by mistake. When I woke up and looked at the Recent tabs where Google Translate was, the app had translated my seemingly-unintelligible screams into basically this:
"YOU MISTAKE THE BODY FOR A VESSEL OF REPRIEVE YOU MISTAKE THE BODY FOR A VESSEL OF REPRIEVE YOU MISTAKE THE BODY FOR A VESSEL OF REPRIEVE!!! I SHALL EAT YOUR HEART AND GAIN YOUR WISDOM!!!"
Please let me know I'm not the only one on the spectrum with symptoms this bad.
My last panic attack was a demonic show of skyscraper-quality blood pressure and screaming.
I don't exactly remember what happened. Yes, it was that bad. I am telling the truth when I say that I had a panic attack so bad that the last I remember of it was a recollection of waking up on the couch to find a huge crack in the glass coffee table. I had no idea that I had done it. What else I remember is screaming in such a demonic way, that I had somehow managed to speak in some kind of language I had never heard of. Coincidentally I was fooling around with Google Translate on my phone prior to the panic attack happening, and I must have turned on the microphone by mistake. When I woke up and looked at the Recent tabs where Google Translate was, the app had translated my seemingly-unintelligible screams into basically this:
"YOU MISTAKE THE BODY FOR A VESSEL OF REPRIEVE YOU MISTAKE THE BODY FOR A VESSEL OF REPRIEVE YOU MISTAKE THE BODY FOR A VESSEL OF REPRIEVE!!! I SHALL EAT YOUR HEART AND GAIN YOUR WISDOM!!!"
Please let me know I'm not the only one on the spectrum with symptoms this bad.