SonoranPrincess
SonoranPrincess
I was formally diagnosed as Aspie (HFA) earlier this year. Better late than never, I'd say... Now that I know the truth I've been doing a life review, and many of my disastrous social missteps can be attributed to being on the spectrum. It's odd, because I look normal, dress well, get my hair done at an excellent salon, have manis/pedi every 2 weeks, have an advanced degree (I received high honors in college), have been married 34 years and have 4 children (3 grandchildren). Sounds great, doesn't it? Yet, no matter what I do, I have severe social anxiety and am in constant fear of coming off to others as odd, rude, controlling, etc. I'm able to act normal for awhile, but usually can't wait to get home so I can unwind in solitude. If I have a specific errand to run, I may be OK. But, casually shopping in a mall, or spending time in other crowded places, can bring on a feeling of extreme anxiety. I've also recently been diagnosed with Celiac disease and Systemic Lupus. Life seems overwhelming, both emotionally and physically. Thank God I no longer have to work a 9-5 job!