Izzy5487
Member
Hey guys!
Im 99% sure I have both adhd and asd but I have way too much anxiety to even think of seeing a diagnosis!
I’ve recently gotten my first job since I was 15 which I got fired from for being rude and “arguing” and mom really stressed
I hate where I work most of the time, I have no idea what I’m doing and apparently “struggle with initiation” by which they mean I stand still too long being distracted.
I thought my supervisor liked me but apparently she gave my boss a really bad opinion of me which he wants me to prove wrong, I’ve been given 3 weeks to “prove them wrong” but I’ve got a trip booked and paid for in the third week, I don’t think I’m going to be able to keep this job and I feel like I will be fired again, if that happens I don’t think I will recover from the shame and anxiety it will give me as it took months to even get this job and I’m struggling to even pay rent and am in debt several hundred dollars to my sister.
My problem at work is that there is nothing to do so I stand there waiting for customers to come by because no one else is at the front, I clean the benches constantly and try my best to do everything perfectly but I’m just not good enough, plus all my coworkers have really strong accents and the shopping centre I work at is so loud and busy all the time.
Im not initiating tasks because I don’t see any tasks that need doing and I’m going to lose my job over it
Im 99% sure I have both adhd and asd but I have way too much anxiety to even think of seeing a diagnosis!
I’ve recently gotten my first job since I was 15 which I got fired from for being rude and “arguing” and mom really stressed
I hate where I work most of the time, I have no idea what I’m doing and apparently “struggle with initiation” by which they mean I stand still too long being distracted.
I thought my supervisor liked me but apparently she gave my boss a really bad opinion of me which he wants me to prove wrong, I’ve been given 3 weeks to “prove them wrong” but I’ve got a trip booked and paid for in the third week, I don’t think I’m going to be able to keep this job and I feel like I will be fired again, if that happens I don’t think I will recover from the shame and anxiety it will give me as it took months to even get this job and I’m struggling to even pay rent and am in debt several hundred dollars to my sister.
My problem at work is that there is nothing to do so I stand there waiting for customers to come by because no one else is at the front, I clean the benches constantly and try my best to do everything perfectly but I’m just not good enough, plus all my coworkers have really strong accents and the shopping centre I work at is so loud and busy all the time.
Im not initiating tasks because I don’t see any tasks that need doing and I’m going to lose my job over it