I have made progress I do think I have Aspergers now. I was reading up on it and I thought "this is talking about me" and that's when I decided to believe that I do have and I guess you could say I'm self-diagnosed even though I do debate it in my head also I looked up the thing. I feel relieved to have come to this conclusion but also very lonely because what if I had been diagnosed younger? and will anyone believe me? but it's comforting to know that not many people know about the Autism Spectum so maybe that's why they don't believe some people, it just makes me sad that so many people don't get represented because I only see boys who don't speak when I hear about Autism which isn't bad but I think there's more to it. I also read that the process is long and expensive so I'm not sure I'll be getting it soon. I feel very sad and exhausted