Awkwardly. I was the epitome of awkwardness, especially when I tried to fit in, but fortunately those lame attempts were few. I didn't know what was wrong with me, except I had been diagnosed with 'something wrong' when I was a baby. I thought it was my fault I couldn't fit in and nobody liked me, including my siblings. Not cool enough, not interesting enough, not pretty enough, not good at anything, not smart enough, not tidy enough, not graceful enough, not artistic enough: I thought I was just faulty and inferior, period. I was told often enough what an embarrassment I was, well into adulthood. My siblings excluded me from many events which they think I know nothing about.
Fortunately, most of my classmates bored me with their incomprehensible chatter about nothing, so my one friend and I kept to ourselves and looked to the future. Many of my interests I kept to myself, but I did like romance, boys, movies and pop music, too, which oddly enough, my friend was NOT into.
The teenage years always suck no matter who you are... But when you get to collage my brother discovered things get incredibly cool!
I thought it would be better when I went to college, but alas, I was treated with the same contempt, was mocked and was ostracised there, too. The Christian group turned out the same, and I eventually left. I realised then that the few friends I made were precious people indeed, and people would always think I'm stupid.