Thespaceguy
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A few weeks ago I took several online tests for Aspergers and consistently I scored 37 then doing several hours of research on the subject it was like reading about my entire life. when I was younger I was diagnosed with adhd so I was the focal point of all the schools teasing and since and so I developed defenses which are: masks, center the conversation topic on other people, also changing conversation to a neutral topic (which helps if they are picking on you, since we can only process one thought at a time, this helped me a lot when I was a kid with bullies).
Social settings always get me I need advance warning so I can think about what to say to all possible people there but I usually just end up using scripts it's robotic I know but it works for me but in general I try to avoid these settings.
I'm interested in marvel comics, Greek mythology,physics, math, space, computers( I have played with Windows, Mac,and linux(which is my favorite))I want to learn programming I think that's the next level, I like visualizing how things work like walking down the street looking at a car I imagine each side of the car expands and I see the inside which are the motor on the frame. I like doing that to everything and I like visualizing the motion of earth around the sun and trying to see unique planets that are formed like a square planet spinning on a axis although I know from physics that planets have to be a slightly spherical although it's fun to think about.
Sorry I can ramble and also my grammar isn't the best.
Oh I forgot I'm 30 yrs old and live in Phoenix Arizona, male,single, in college atm,idk what else to add
Walking through crowds and being around a ton of typical neruotypicals is very tiring so I generally walk around with headphones in, and I'm zoned out (probably thinking about my thought I picked out before hand) or trying to visualize something.
I have no friends also never had any in any school I was in not by choice but no one got me and some kids would pretend to be friends only to find a soft spot and then turn and tease.
Man I have edited this post so many times I have written paragraph long stuff only to delete it because I later don't think it applies ugh.
Don't get me started on choices and the ones people want you to choose fast, it's like how can I make that decision fast before running a pros/con and a cost benefit analysis to see it from all possible angles and then choose the best fit option it's highly stressful especially last minute choices.
Sorry for the extensive reading and grammar problems(that's my weak point well one of them haha).
Social settings always get me I need advance warning so I can think about what to say to all possible people there but I usually just end up using scripts it's robotic I know but it works for me but in general I try to avoid these settings.
I'm interested in marvel comics, Greek mythology,physics, math, space, computers( I have played with Windows, Mac,and linux(which is my favorite))I want to learn programming I think that's the next level, I like visualizing how things work like walking down the street looking at a car I imagine each side of the car expands and I see the inside which are the motor on the frame. I like doing that to everything and I like visualizing the motion of earth around the sun and trying to see unique planets that are formed like a square planet spinning on a axis although I know from physics that planets have to be a slightly spherical although it's fun to think about.
Sorry I can ramble and also my grammar isn't the best.
Oh I forgot I'm 30 yrs old and live in Phoenix Arizona, male,single, in college atm,idk what else to add
Walking through crowds and being around a ton of typical neruotypicals is very tiring so I generally walk around with headphones in, and I'm zoned out (probably thinking about my thought I picked out before hand) or trying to visualize something.
I have no friends also never had any in any school I was in not by choice but no one got me and some kids would pretend to be friends only to find a soft spot and then turn and tease.
Man I have edited this post so many times I have written paragraph long stuff only to delete it because I later don't think it applies ugh.
Don't get me started on choices and the ones people want you to choose fast, it's like how can I make that decision fast before running a pros/con and a cost benefit analysis to see it from all possible angles and then choose the best fit option it's highly stressful especially last minute choices.
Sorry for the extensive reading and grammar problems(that's my weak point well one of them haha).
