Robby
Well-Known Member
Hi everyone thanks for all the encouraging words many of you have given me on here. I'm doing a lot better. Taking things day by day and trying to get in a better frame of mind. I'm working on me more now. I've learned that working out and exercise really helps a lot, it's like a natural calming soothing effect. I'm not overweight, just out of shape. I'd like to start going to a gym and toning up and working out but I'm VERY shy about going where everyone is ripped & like adonis & looks like a God and me I'm a skinny boy with no muscle much. Not sure if I want to pay for a full membership yet nor could I afford one yet, just something I'm thinking about. I literally have no idea how gyms work, do you have to have memberships to them to use their equipment? Or do some have free use of equipment? And how would I go about maybe finding a workout buddy? I don't really have any friends and like I said I'm extremely shy and self conscious don't know if I could bring myself to go in one with all those gorgeous people. There is one point of interest the doctor ordered me to quit smoking and it's been a fu**ing nightmare but I think I've managed. I've smoked since age 14 and I've gone like 5 days now without one and nearly went crazy but have been exercising a lot although half the time I don't know what I'm doing. Thanks for any advice/input.