And yes, I watch porn. I love watching porn. There's so much online that I'm interested in that you can't get from a partner.
This is the kind of honesty, and the kind of viewpoint, that I like to see when it comes to something like this. I mean, if someone doesnt watch it themselves, hey, that's fine, whatever. There's nothing wrong with that viewpoint. But so many belittle others over it, as if viewing porn somehow makes a person bad, or somehow diminishes them. I freaking hate that view. There's nothing wrong with liking this stuff, and kudos to you for being open about it.
I'll be open about it too, as I usually tend to be. Yeah, I look at porn. Though my tastes tend to be very, very tame. Usually I just want to see people naked (well, those I consider attractive anyway).
But, I go further than that also, probably further than anyone else in this thread. I dont just look at pics... I take photos of myself as well. Not censored or hiding anything (and yeah, my face is visible too). I show them off online on appropriate sites, or to anyone that asks to see them (which happens at random intervals, in random places). I dont hesitate to admit to this.
I know alot of people... quite a few... will look down on me for that. But again, I dont see the problem here. It's alot of fun to do, it's arousing, and it's not like it hurts anyone. I figure, I have something unique to offer with this sort of thing; I'm male, but have a quite feminine appearance even without clothes on. That's bloody rare when it comes to pics like this (most guys going for a very masculine look), so I figured, I might appeal to those with different tastes. If I can give someone pleasure from doing this... that's a win, in my book, no matter how "naughty" it might be. And yeah, the reactions to these photos are... well, "positive" doesnt quite cover it, I'll put it that way. I have fun with it, they enjoy looking, and I love the responses I get... it's a win-win situation, everyone involved is happy.
And I figure... why should I have any shame over this? What, exactly, is wrong about doing that? I'm an adult, I can do what I want, and unlike half of our stupid society, I dont try to pretend that I dont have a sexual side (even if I have zero interest in actual relationships). Doing what I do is a way to explore that and have fun with it while giving others some fun as well. And while not having to get physically close to anyone. I've always had issues with physical contact, but hey, that's fine.
It's depressing, really, that so many would think less of me because of that. But what makes it extra stupid is that alot of those very same people will secretly look at porn of some sort at times... they just wont admit to it. THAT, to me, is the part that is "pathetic".
I haaaaaaate the stigmas that society has placed on this. I really do. It just seems wrong to me. The internet though, at least, is a place where more people tend to be accepting of it. But the stigma is still always there, and probably not going away anytime soon. Honestly I hate society in general, and this is just one of many reasons.
There, that's my own admission. If anyone doesnt like it, well, bloody tough.
