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Recent content by Alpaca

  1. Alpaca

    The Circle

    Thanks guys, I really appreciate it. The truth is that they are most likely right. When I'm really depressed for a long time, I feel socially inept. I have a hard time conversational or even getting out of bed. I feel like my IQ drops about 60 points. But then there's the upswing. I'm talky. I...
  2. Alpaca

    The Circle

    So...Yeah....Just found Out I don't have AS....More like Avoidant Personality Disorder coupled with Cyclothymia(if not full blown Bi-polar) and a General Thought Disorder (possibly ADD)...according to the professional, I've basically got the psychological (as apposed to neurological) equivalent...
  3. Alpaca

    Aspergers and Lack of Morals?

    I've always had a powerful conscience, to the point of feeling guilty for killing an insect. I've never felt comfortable lying, stealing or cheating. Manipulating someone would be neurologically impossible for me on account of, well, I suck at reading people. My youngest, older brother tho was...
  4. Alpaca

    The Circle

    The sun is shining, but it feels like rain. I only lie about how I feel. It helps to cover the pain. Alone in a world, surrounded by people. Hoping that someday, someone will see thru. I hide my tears, your judgement nears. Your words mirror my irrational fears. Lost, confused, forgotten and...
  5. Alpaca

    The Circle

    That's why I run, lol So I'm way overthinking this whole, dating this girl thing. We were texting last night while she was at work, before I went to work, and then she just didn't respond to my last text...See what I mean...then my mind grabs ahold of the problem and I get way anxious about it...
  6. Alpaca

    The Circle

    Sorry about the above post ya'll. I was having a bad day and it wasn't really appropriate. Today is better. It's strange how the littlest things can either make or break your day. BTW I didn't send the letter (thank God!) due to my policy of writing letters/emails/messages and then walking away...
  7. Alpaca

    The Circle

    Basically I hate my life right now. I hate Asperger's. I hate the world. I've decided that I'm gonna write my parents and tell them how much I resent them for how they treated me growing up- ignoring me, emotional neglect, lack of support in any form what-so-ever while also being expected to...
  8. Alpaca

    Hey there :)

    Wecome :)
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    May be useful to understant NTs

    I can wiggle my ears...does that count? Alpaca's and Llama's use a (somewhat less sophisticated) form of ear movement for communicato.
  10. Alpaca

    The Circle

    I think understand (I usually don't). I'd never be able to take meds because I'd be too afraid of what they'd do to my body over a long period of time...that and my addictive personality :wacko:
  11. Alpaca

    Fictional Characters whom you think have Asperger/autism

    A B superhero movie called "Griff the Invisible". His Girlfriend Melody says "I live in a bubble. I feel like an alien. I can talk to anybody, but I can't communicate with them" That plus her awkward clumsiness and ability to accept Griff for what he is makes methinks she is an Aspie. (Don't...
  12. Alpaca

    The Circle

    Arashi...I know it's easier said than done...but I'm gonna share a bit of wisdom that I came across, during my years of traversing this bluegreen ball of water and mud- **** 'um (pardon my language) If they want to be a jerk. If they want to treat you like dirt because you're different. Then...
  13. Alpaca

    The Circle

    I told my best friend (bruthafromothamotha) about my condition today. I think he honestly understands because he knows me better than most, but it still is a lot to grasp. I just hope it helps people understand me more. Maybe, his being Bi-polar makes it easier for him as well. This is the...
  14. Alpaca

    Anyone have depression?

    I like how anybody can say anything about how they're feeling, or what's going on and everyone else is like "You know what? That makes sense." Cheezus Friggin Jiste! About freakin time! :D
  15. Alpaca

    Clothes - Do you like to wear the same outfit?

    Ah yes, the Jumbled pile method! Been a strong advocate of this tactic for years. The only downside is unsightly wrinkles in my clothes and the occasional spider.
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