Mental condition is improving.

I know some of you don't know what to think when reading my blogs. But having Asperger's and not understanding many things because I guess I don't have many people to talk to about it and I've had to learn purely by experience on how to deal with people.i have to be a professional actor but I have to be cordial about it. Like I had to let them know about my body language I'm not really social but in reality I am. But having Asperger's can be conflicting when interacting with people so I choose to stay in isolation because I don't want to explain my social awkwardness when I don't want to act and tell them I have Asperger's. Because I never know if they're going to accept it or not. and quite frankly I'm tired of explaining it. And I see people like consistency in the way you act speak and other things. But hey I'm open now and I'm I would like to know what anybody like to talk I guess on Facebook that has Asperger's or maybe Skype. I just want to better understand myself and be social and see how it is to talk with other aspie people. But I've used a lot of self-help videos from YouTube to help my mental condition which is aided me greatly. Whoever has autism in Reading as I would like to know when you mentioned Aspergers or Autism to the general population can you tell me their response toward you. At what country you're from or if you're from the states which states are in. And I've noticed me being African-American and talking intelligent the way I am it's weird sometimes confuses people. They want your probe and know more about me. But besides me being as a person and giving him a good explanation of why I am the way I am I'm hesitant to tell them I have autism or Asperger's. Used to be so where to tell people things like I don't understand or I didn't mean it that way. But being African-American and having Asperger's is really tough especially in my city I live in because you really are expected to be act certain way. I guess that's my experience with the general population but I really would like to make other aspie friends.