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Recent content by Robby

  1. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    Checking in,I'm ok, for now, going through a better phase. Been more stable the last few days and feel a bit more like myself *(whatever that is) again. I have done a lot of serious thinking the last few days, and as scared as I am to admit it, I feel that I may have a multiple personality...
  2. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    Thanks, it's just really hard, the hardest I've ever experienced. I am having almost daily suicidal thoughts and yesterday I drove to that cliff and sat for almost two hours just sitting and almost driving off. It would be so quick. I just feel sometimes that nobody would even care if I end it...
  3. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    I love and respect Billy Graham I'm not a religious person far from it but I believe in god. Rev Graham's sermons always stuck with me because he wasn't fake or condemning, but seemed genuine. His son, who is a raging psycho, not so much.
  4. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    I'll do that thanks. Going to a therapy session this week, my first in a long time. Probably good timing, because I'm really not doing well at all. I was on the verge of suicide yesterday. I seriously thought about it, I sat in my car for two hours, thinking of driving off a cliff. It has been a...
  5. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    Thank you for taking the time to respond so thoughtfully. I guess I never really thought much about it. I have the mood swings and very sensitive to criticism and I remember at one point a therapist said I had PTSD due to severe bullying in high school because I was openly gay. But I also still...
  6. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    Id like to know whats wrong with me so I can get better if there's even hope for that. I guess I was around 5th or 6th grade when I started getting intense mood swings and sometimes having outburts and throwing things and getting upset really easily, and I did have a time a few years back now...
  7. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    He told me to try the rexulti for a month and if I can't tolerate it to come back. He said it was designed to supplement something like lexapro, but he still doesn't know I don't take the lexapro he prescribes me. Because I just can't bring myself to take an anti-depressant.
  8. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    What about Borderline? I will ask the therapist. I have these constant, intense, mood swings that just are becoming a huge problem family members are telling me how strange I am acting and I'm only just realizing it and I feel things so deeply to the point that I physically hurt :( Sometimes I...
  9. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    No, the psychiatrist who said I was bipolar I no longer see, and haven't seen him for a couple years. This new one is the one I have seen since then. I told him about my intense mood swings last week, and he wanted to start me on the rexulti. I asked him what he thinks is maybe wrong with me and...
  10. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    I have been having intense mood swings to the point of feeling deeply disturbed. Yesterday at work, I almost had a complete breakdown. I felt paranoid, despair, intense rage, all in the span of a few minutes. The mood swings are getting much worse. I took it upon myself to call my doctor's...
  11. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    I'm going to have to take a break from this thread because while helpful, talking more about it is making me upset & angry. So I'll break and come back when I feel more in control.
  12. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    Yea I looked it up and was kind of surprised to see schizophrenia as I don't think that's what I have, and so not sure if my doc thinks that's what I have..I was expecting him to tell me I have BPD and to do CBT or something. But I guess he's the professional, not me. I never hear voices or...
  13. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    I saw my psychiatrist today, he said he thinks I have a mood disorder but didn't say what type. He gave me something called Rexulti to take, haven't heard of it before, but he said it should help with my intense mood swings. Not sure if anyone here has heard of it or taken it? Anyways will give...
  14. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    The thing is is that I don't have depression though. I have short, spurts of intense sadness or brief depression, and feeling persecuted or excluded, but these are always brief and shift into a different mood fairly rapidly. Then I can just as suddenly feel euphoric, vivacious, flirty, and...
  15. Robby

    What's wrong with me

    The only way I can describe it increasingly is that I feel constantly on edge, as if I am on the edge of a cliff or something in my head, and I always force myself to focus on the tasks at hand to try and reign myself in and be productive and try to look forwards. I don't know about hidden...
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