Robby
Well-Known Member
I'm sick of always being dumped on & dragged into other people's drama I try to be nice to people & treat them how I want to be treated but on facebook I'm always being dragged into people's drama just because I lend an ear to people doesn't give you the right to dump all on me & make me feel like **** I am a human being too & I never feel valued or appreciated. Why can people not understand that just because I am nice to them that doesn't mean you can dump all over me or pour your issues on me or just treat me like I'm some cheap for-hire therapist. And I don't want to be around people all the time I need my personal space does that make me anti-social? At home I am constantly cursed at & made to feel like **** because nobody understands why I am 33 & don't have a job yet on the outside I'm nice to people & everyone thinks I have it together. Nobody would care or miss me if I was gone & at least I wouldn't feel any pain then. I'm supposed to go therapy but it's all ******** they just talk total **** and don't care about you. And so called friends only seem to want to be nice for me for sex or some alterior motive. I don't feel I have anything keeping me here. I constantly feel judged & devalued nobody ever asks me if I want to hangout or something or when they do talk to me it's always LOL this or LOL that excuse me but I'm a human being I have feelings don't talk to me like I'm some robot. I'm sorry for the rant but I don't feel I matter or fit in anywhere and if I go on job interviews and got a job I'd probably just be the butt of more "sissy" or gay jokes or just ignored altogether. I just don't want to feel this pain any more.