Hedgehog Instigator
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I worked at a drop in center for nearly a decade, during this time I lived with my mom. My mom is totally undiagnosed and on the spectrum. I get along just fine with others who are ASD, but NTs holy crap! I left my job in August because after that near decade I only made 12000 a year USD. I couldn't live on that, but now being thrust into a world full of people who don't understand, and having roommates who do things like touch or move my stuff, ***** about shows I watch because they think they're stupid (when they are my coping mechanism), or do weird passive aggressive stuff like roommate B telling Roommate A to tell me something because she has told me a million times that something bugs her. (By roommate B telling me what she should be stating is she slams cabinet doors, shakes her hands in the air, and mutters under her breath. And every time I've witnessed this I have asked what's wrong, and she has said "oh nothing just talking to myself".)
On one hand I want to tell everyone "hey I'm autistic, if you aren't direct I won't get it." but on the other hand I really don't feel like I owe that to anyone. I am very secretive about my autism to begin with, (bad childhood stuff), and most people I do tell look me in the eye and say, "you're not autistic!" So the other problem is failure for them to believe me or understand. I am an advocate, but I don't want to explain everything all day.
I am seriously considering just getting disability at this point. But being that I held a job for nearly a decade I am worried how slim those chances are.
Looking for advice, support, love... Just help please!
On one hand I want to tell everyone "hey I'm autistic, if you aren't direct I won't get it." but on the other hand I really don't feel like I owe that to anyone. I am very secretive about my autism to begin with, (bad childhood stuff), and most people I do tell look me in the eye and say, "you're not autistic!" So the other problem is failure for them to believe me or understand. I am an advocate, but I don't want to explain everything all day.
I am seriously considering just getting disability at this point. But being that I held a job for nearly a decade I am worried how slim those chances are.
Looking for advice, support, love... Just help please!