Fluttershy
Well-Known Member
Hey guys. This is kind of a weird topic, and I'm going to go into detail because I really need help so please be warned.
My entire life I've struggled with anxiety going number two if anyone is around. It's varied a lot in degree. It has a lot to do with relaxing. I literally just cannot if I think anyone is around or if I'm under pressure like time.
I know, logically, this makes no sense. No amount of telling myself everyone poops and no one cares makes a difference. I don't care if people know. It's not like that logically. It's like it's become a weird sacred ritual that can't be interrupted.
Right now I'm okay because I live in a basement and have my own bathroom, but I'm trying to move out soon with a room mate for the first time ever. I don't know how to fix this. My therapist said I should face it head on but I feel like I'll end up in the hospital or something from holding it. I just spent 3 days with my girlfriend and held it for 3 days. I don't want to be weird and uncomfortable anymore.
Does anyone have a similar problem? Any ways to work through this so I can function more healthily?
My entire life I've struggled with anxiety going number two if anyone is around. It's varied a lot in degree. It has a lot to do with relaxing. I literally just cannot if I think anyone is around or if I'm under pressure like time.
I know, logically, this makes no sense. No amount of telling myself everyone poops and no one cares makes a difference. I don't care if people know. It's not like that logically. It's like it's become a weird sacred ritual that can't be interrupted.
Right now I'm okay because I live in a basement and have my own bathroom, but I'm trying to move out soon with a room mate for the first time ever. I don't know how to fix this. My therapist said I should face it head on but I feel like I'll end up in the hospital or something from holding it. I just spent 3 days with my girlfriend and held it for 3 days. I don't want to be weird and uncomfortable anymore.
Does anyone have a similar problem? Any ways to work through this so I can function more healthily?