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Recent content by NicoleAscot

  1. NicoleAscot

    Hardcore Rapper & Still Need Comfort Toy??

    Hey everyone. I have Asperger’s and I definitely have a unique personality. I’m a Hardcore Rapper (my genre) but if I get upset or lonely, I want to cuddle with my bestest friend, “Ollie The Alien”! I don’t take him I’m public very often. In fact, the only time was immediately after a violent...
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    Awake and chilling with Ollie! :-)

    Awake and chilling with Ollie! :-)
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    4 Hour Melt-Down/Crying Fit

    Thank you. I was kind of curious if one of those two things could also be why contributes to trigger emotions like that. I also have triggers but it's also quite random as well. And I have also been very negative lately. There may also be why it took me four hours to get off the couch after...
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    4 Hour Melt-Down/Crying Fit

    Thank you. I wish you had that magic too. I would give anything to borrow it for just a moment. ☹️
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    4 Hour Melt-Down/Crying Fit

    Wow. So I'm not alone. Thank you for sharing. I hope this is not too personal, but I'm 29 years old, and I was repeatedly, and violently, sexually violated by 11 men, several times each week, from the age of 6 1/2 until I moved away at age 10. As you can guess, that left an imprint on me that...
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    4 Hour Melt-Down/Crying Fit

    Thanks. I'm trying to figure out what to do. I know the crying will stop eventually, but I know that this will stick with me for the rest of my life. I don't know why, and I can't explain it, but there are so many things, little things, that effect me more than they would most people, and I...
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    4 Hour Melt-Down/Crying Fit

    Today has been very hard on me. I just finished crying for over 4 hours. And when I say crying, I was home alone, curled up on the couch crying so hard I almost couldn't breathe. I've shared on here before that one of my intense interests/stress relieving hobbies is collecting tiny items from...
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    Anyone else have comfort items?

    Wow, I didn't know about the biological response going on. Thank you for that bit of info.
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    Anyone else have comfort items?

    I have 2 Bluetooth headphones and a corded pair for my iPhone 7+ because I'm listening to music almost constantly, all day and all night. And while I have a ton of music, it's usually the same 1 or 2 songs over and over for hours at a time before I change the song. This is all day, every day.
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    Anyone else have comfort items?

    What do you mean you change your environment? I never thought about this before, but for some reason unknown to even myself, I completely rearrange my ENTIRE house, every room, closet, etc, at least once per week. I've actually rearranged everything every other day for weeks trying to make it...
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    Anyone else have comfort items?

    This makes me feel so much more normal. I'm not alone! Hehe
  12. NicoleAscot

    Anyone else have comfort items?

    It is, actually. And I feel... safer? Not sure if that's the best description but it feels right.
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    Anyone else have comfort items?

    Yeah I totally couldn't take outside of my apartment. lol My phone, even if I'm not using it, makes me feel better when in public. I hold it to my chest.
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    Anyone else have comfort items?

    Ok, please don't laugh at me for this. I've never talked about this with anyone before. But when I'm extremely upset, which is a lot, I have what I call "comfort items". For example, I'm 29 years old and I have my stuffed alien, who I named 'Ollie'. I hold him and it helps me. If I'm in...
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    Increased Pain Tolerance? I hurt SO much.

    I'm in pain management for pain because of a work related injury several years ago. 40mg of Percocet per day. It was 30mg per day until May, and I BEGGED for an increase for nearly 2 solid years. Here's the problem: the MRI results have never showed injuries that should cause me "that much"...
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